| it's been a while that i'm on xanga. and it's valentine's. i somewhat think this holiday is stupid. it shows how our society has to show "love" on one specific day. For me, i love my girlfriend, Bianca, everyday. Sure beats the hell out of valentine's. I do not care how people judge me about my beliefs of long distance, i'm on my own. Besides, something new can also be great. i do use the word love sparingly. but i still think she's the one to be called as my loved one. :) Happy Valentine's Day to you sweety, if you ever check my xanga.
i've already lost 3 important people in my family. 2 were the most loved. but i just recently lost another love one. ;/ whoever you are that is reading my xanga, you would probably not care. i just wanted to jot some thoughts about him. i actually miss the cool old man. great past memories along with my cousins.
rest in peace 2/14/2006 |
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| It's the third entry of the month. Xanga is just as boring as Myspace. It's the only way to communicate with most people. Hmm... I somewhat messed up on my future, no idea what to do, but I guess I'm the only one here to try to fix it up. As long as everything goes well, I'll be able to have a great ambition toward my goal. Maybe I'll try that MTV Made thing, well they ARE comming to our school, so guess I should give a try at it. Become something... I'm basically wasting my time on here. Atleast I got done with the massive homework that I usually get. Got to love those AP classes.
Well, It's always sad looking at my car. It sure does have a weird tumor on her butt. :[ Hoping for the best that it'll get repair soon.
There's this girl, she makes me happy. So far distanced to me, but it doesn't matter to me. I enjoy her the same way if someone was to company me right now. I'm hoping for the best that we'll continue our relationship on and on. :] Here comes Valentine's Day, I have many great ideas to gift the girl, it would be alot better if she was here with meee. Heh.
The good old days.
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| damned this day... i got reared hard today, that enoki wasn't feeling good after eating a chicken sandwich. poor enoki, my back hurts, i do'nt know what was my homework. blah. blah blah blah.
:( i ssim her. |
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| 2006 5 more months till i graduate thinking about her hoping for a relationship that will never decimate :) genny better visit me again, sucks that christina couldn't go and i'm still thinking about her. heh |
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| month-one-happy! Glad that I found you.
Merry Christmas to all. :) |
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